Tomorrow my little boy will no longer live in my belly. Due to some complications, he will come via c-section at 4:30pm. I'm scared and a bit dissapointed, this could not be further from the natural birth I had been hoping for since day one. What a long, loving, difficult journey it has been. I know I will forget all the hardships once I see that sweet, sweet face. I can't wait to hold my baby boy, also I can't wait for a waistline that is smaller than 39".